February 2012
goblin—wang:
Stupid promises, leading to deeper cuts.
Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
I'm going to end up killing someone.
Would it matter?
b00z3:
Would it matter if I was dead? Would you then finally realize the damage you have fucking done?
Why Am I So Nervous?
January 2012
On the surface i’m very shy,
Below that im pretty funny and cool
Below that im a cold uncaring asshole
Below that im a sociopath.
la-douleurexquise:
When it hurts physically after being emotionally strained for too long.
December 2011